Sometimes i feel that someone has already predestined the way that we are going to live life or do we have a chance of write destiny ourselves? Its a weird question, may be you are thinking that i am depressed with life. But no i am happy and want to be happy and share happiness with others. But sometimes no matter what you want to do and put all your energies towards it, things do not happen your way.
You do feel bad that time, may be for that moment, but as time passes, as days move on , as the months pass by and you become wise...you realise, how wrong you were at that moment. May be naive and could not judge the situations and make correct decision..But thank God things did not happen the way you wanted, else you would have been in a deeper shit, a situation that should have never occured, else your life would have become miserable.
And at that moment you thank God or the supernatural power that exists above us, who takes care of us like a mother, deciedes what is good / bad for us..It just like when you are adoloscent, you want everything..You cannot deciede what is good and bad for you. Your parents are constantly there to guide you on your major decisions of life. Sometimes you do not agree, but you just do it, since your parents wanted it...its only later you realise, how correct they were. They have indeed helped you with their experiences in life and given the right advise to you.
It all depends if you beieve in God also on not..just like if you believe in the judgement of your parents or not. Again it depends if you trust your parents. Its based on your experience. If your father has been drinking all life/beating you and your mother, you will surely have no trust on him. You will infact hate him and have no respect for this man. Such situations can lead to a little or not trust on God also, and the person may have a disturbed life.
However if your parents have given you their best and you have strong family support behind you, most likely you will be god fearing and will not like to do anything that harm others.
Family is one of the most important thing in one's life. We can chose our neighbours but not our family. We are born to a family. May be its based on our past life's deeds that we are born in a particular family..
I am a firm believer of the theory of karma and past life deeds. Most of the times when i have faced hardships also in life, i have prayed to God to show me the right path. And he has always embraced me in his arms. In case i have done some bad deed, he has made me to go through the pain, similar to a scolding given by parents when we do something wrong, however upon my acceptance that i was wrong and will learn from this mistake and will not repeat in future...I have been forgiven
These are just some of the thoughts that came to mind on this Thursday evening, when i am trying to gain some optimism in my thoughts....
Will continue on this topic, in my next post. Till then :)
Cheers,
Sonia Sodhi
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